SAD

It does sad..
Yesterday is sunday... around 3:40pm..
My cousin received a call from Hospital..
reported that his dad has passed away...

When i was a young boy..
He ( my cousin dad ) use to bring me go out around the village..
Buy sweet for me... everytime..
He used to be my 'KAI-YIE'

Although i dun have any special moment with him..
But every moment with him i will always remember..
i remembered 'that' day was the last day he ate dinner with us..
the reason he came from his village is to see his son, my cousin graduation day...

I posted b4.. some old post behind..
That will be the best moment with his son..
I guessed he really proud of his talented son.. born to be a genius..
Hmm.. sad though.. i cant even leave my last word with him when he lying on the bed
in Hospital..

Caused he is in ICU which means those ppl over there is seriously and urgently nid super CARE
The nurse n doctor will be non-stop checking the patients over there..
And yet he cant even breath... he only can breath with the oxygen tank..
All his organs mainly is brain, is already dead.. 2nd is lungs..
He is a smoker .. too bad for him.. age 62... T_T

Haihz.. my mom cried when heard his bad news..
And i, neutral... i cant even cry.. not even sad.. but only 1 thing comes to my mind..
that is SAD.. << am i really looked sad..
NOPE! i am still dota-ing..
All i did was accept the FATE & look forward caused we already 'ready' for that thingy..
we know that will happened..