Frustrating

What am i thinking recently?
The way i used to blog getting different...
Don't even know how to describe my feeling..
I'm so frustrating..

Sleeping half way...
And you, Nicholas called me for a Pool Game..
That's ridiculous ..
After so long i didn't get to touch..

Out of sudden you pops out..!!
I'm feeling alive again..!!
Well improved alot today yesterday
Thank you for teaching me, Edwin & Nicholas

Well didn't get to touch my violin though..
Went out whole day and just came back home..
Luckily i did worked hard for last month..
At least get to spent these much..

Money are meant to spend..
No point for saving up a bunch of million or billion..
And keep it for nothing...
My advice, please spend like usual..!!!

Wondered how long i supposed to work till...
When can i start to study??
I'm not gonna pray to God or waiting for miracle or some shits..
I'm so tired of thinking all these shit problems I'm facing..

FML as usual...
Music equals life ?
Somehow it does make sense..
And that's how i express my feeling by singing out loud...

2AM..
I'm sitting down and blogging..
I'm so tired..
I'm really tired...