Am I Weird?

School holidays started not long ago...
And i expected more friends are coming genting..
But mostly are under-age..
Too bad for me...

So, i started thinking weird stuff lately..
I wondered when can i start my fucking college or whatever..
I hope but ended up...
Give up having these thoughts..

Let's continue work..
Till i find my way out..
Money, i need you so badly..
When you wanna help me for trading purpose?