College

Finally after so long..
I'm a college student..
Feeling happy !!! Seriously..!!
Million thanks to my parents & of course their hard work..

Well, 1st day orientation..
Went well but i dislike the speeches..
Because those people never put effort to make us laugh & stay alert..
And overall, i was enjoyed..

Met my old schoolmates..
Met my fellow colleagues from Genting..
Met my neighbours..
And even same course with my besties..!!

Adapting my new life.
Like how i used to sleep early and wake up early..
It's sucks..!!
But too bad, gotta face it..

So people..!!
See you guys tomorrow..
Started missed you guys alot..
HAHAHAHA

Am I Weird?

School holidays started not long ago...
And i expected more friends are coming genting..
But mostly are under-age..
Too bad for me...

So, i started thinking weird stuff lately..
I wondered when can i start my fucking college or whatever..
I hope but ended up...
Give up having these thoughts..

Let's continue work..
Till i find my way out..
Money, i need you so badly..
When you wanna help me for trading purpose?

Current's Lifestyle..

Sorry i abandoned my blog for a long time..
Couldn't update all the time...
Sorry to my bloggie ... =(
People out there...

Are you guys really reading what am i writing?
I ain't good in writing blog...
My grammar suck like hell..
I don't think i can stand the way i blog it..

Recently, my pathetic life is getting better..
Every single seconds my patience are improving..
To be a more patient person.. DUH? -.-"
To all my regular customers, thanks for complimenting my Tae Yang's hair.. XD

I'm so so so so gonna upload all my pictures at here..
Share with you guys..
My working area...
Canteen, locker, toilet .. LOL!

And also I wanna share what i've eaten too..!!
My american breakfast..!!
My lunch and my dinner...
Supper of course...!! XD

So many friends i've met here..
Never regret from knowing and working here..
People here are more realistic and less fairy tale like me... -.-"
Why am i so freaking fairy tale-ish...

Straight to the points..
When the fuck can I study?
Money please come faster..!!!
I need you right now..!!!

To my brain..
Please continue to love education..
Please continue to absorb more knowledge..
Please continue to love books..!!

But at the same time...
I wish to learn more casino table games before i leave..
Roulette ..? Pontoon? Casino War.? Tai Sai..?? Poker...?
How about a Pit Supervisor? To count the chips? XD

I'm so lifeless right now...
No direction ..
No one lead me..
No one accompany me...

Working with people who don't like to study ..
Working with people with super low EQ..
Working with people with extremely 'lanci' ..
Working with people who know how to jokes like i do.. - perfect..!!

And what am i doing in this late time..
2.30am ... blogging ??
Using roommate's laptop?
Gosh .. I need a personal laptop for myself..!!

Casino Table Games

7th January 2012 - Went to Genting Human Resources Department to apply the job as a croupier..
7th March 2012 - Officially a trainee croupier..
Sooner or later - A baccarat dealer in casino.. LOL!

Hmmm i'm pretty 19 this year...
Why am i telling my age to everyone ?? LOL!

Yea, this is my 1st time went to casino..

Proud yea.!!! Although i'm illegal to go in... XD

So everything's here is awesome as usual? I guess?

Just like a heaven... 

A huge building above the cloud..

Working like a machine ...

Met lots of new friends...

Different different people ... 

Style, languages, pattern, speaking tone, attitude, cute, adorable...

Any kinds of people can be found in there..

Reached home yesterday...

To be honest, i miss you a lot..

At the same time.. i miss Genting's too..!!

Right after i came down from Genting, I felt not just warm down here... but freaking HOT.!!!

I can't stand the weather here..

Freaking killing me...

I don't wanna become 'darkie skin'

No freaking way..!!






Currently listening to - River Flows in You & Kiss the rain by Sungha Jung

I'm back..!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR..!!!

Don't know what to write..
Officially wasted a year for doing nothing..
YEA!!! -.-"
My brain rusted..
I don't know what am i writing about..

Start from here then..
Went few places for 'Photo Shooting Session'
Genting Highland, Lookout Point, I-City, My school..
Mostly night shot..
Pretty awesome outcomes..

Lookout Point

I-City

I'm just a novice..

Judge if you want..

I'm learning though..

Not much of editing these pictures and i'm suck in taking night shots..

Will upload more.. (which is never happen, i'm just too lazy)

So, 'new year new resolutions' ?? ==== My ass..

Worked so hard what I get? ==== Money..

Did I get to enjoyed? ==== Not much from working but enjoy thinking of you <3

My wishlist? ==== Erm... I don't know should i write or not..

When college? ==== Hopefully, August..

Currently listened to : Red FM

I Miss You

I kissed you twice..

30th December 2011,
Night..
I called & begged you..
At last you accepted..

Thank God,

I prepared few things..
I was so happy you accepted..
I walked around my house with a smiley face..
Like an idiot and mentally retarded guy.. =))

Thank God,

Nice weather..
Cold night..
Safely brought you there..
You walked out from the car..

I brought you to the starting point..
Gave you my wristband..
You wore it..
We hold each other's hand..

Thanks for giving this opportunity to something i should do..
Thanks for letting me feel that you're mine, like forever..
I really feel it..
But you said you feel warm.. =))

We walked..
We talked..
Like a couple..
Like a star beside the moon.. ( you said that before )

Every words i said to you..
Is only for you..
My very first time and first night of doing this..
And of course, is only for you..

How's my shout out?
Impressive? Or too normal?
Or kinda boring? Anyway thank God you love nature =)
I'm sincerely shouted out those words & only for you..

I missed you right now..
ALOT, VERY MUCH...

Didn't you realized you left a cute MARK on my thumb?
It's a wound.. a very cute wound..  =))



By the way, you said you want McFlurry Milo right? If I never heard wrong. =))

5-11

I love you ..!!

Awesome date ever..!!

Thanks for your invitation
Or else i wouldn't had the chance to ....
Awesome birthday party...
Glad i'm one of the committee .. LOL!

Cute kids..
Nice mini games..
Nice cakes...
Nice jelly...
Cute smile..

Anyhow...
Whatever you did, I LOVE IT.
You looked beautiful all the time..
I can't take my eyes off of your face,eyes, and whatever la..

You're soooooo beautiful...
And your angel plaster..!!
And when i take picture of you guys, i was looking at you..!!
What a joke, can't believed i write this thingy out..

Thank you pig..!!
Love you forever.





Currently listened to your blog's song.

Thank you..!!

To all readers,
Thanks for your support and commitment by reading this blog..
That's make me feel like wanna update everyday...
I'm so glad to feel alive again..!!

A lot of things i wanna share...
My violin skills improved.. ( somehow )
I'm getting older and can't consume COKE like usual ( at least 3-4 large mcDonald cup )
I've stopped working at 100 yen after this month..
New job for next month..
Spent quite lots of cash last month and this month too..
Can't get to spend time with my violin..
Argh...

To Fiona & Amy,
Thanks for coming..
Appreciated much...
Remembered i said i will post this thingy? There you go..
My very first time talking this much of crap with you both after so many years of going church..
Never know u both can stand my crap and jokes so well..
Forgive me if i'm too over with your rumors...
Don't really know much...
And if wanna go 100yen next time.. TELL ME, i personally make snow ice for u both.. =D

To Benjamin & Cookies
You both are great friends...
I liked to see you both come 100 yen all the time..
Its so damn much freaking fun to hang around, chase around, fool around..
Hope i still can see u both often...

Frustrating

What am i thinking recently?
The way i used to blog getting different...
Don't even know how to describe my feeling..
I'm so frustrating..

Sleeping half way...
And you, Nicholas called me for a Pool Game..
That's ridiculous ..
After so long i didn't get to touch..

Out of sudden you pops out..!!
I'm feeling alive again..!!
Well improved alot today yesterday
Thank you for teaching me, Edwin & Nicholas

Well didn't get to touch my violin though..
Went out whole day and just came back home..
Luckily i did worked hard for last month..
At least get to spent these much..

Money are meant to spend..
No point for saving up a bunch of million or billion..
And keep it for nothing...
My advice, please spend like usual..!!!

Wondered how long i supposed to work till...
When can i start to study??
I'm not gonna pray to God or waiting for miracle or some shits..
I'm so tired of thinking all these shit problems I'm facing..

FML as usual...
Music equals life ?
Somehow it does make sense..
And that's how i express my feeling by singing out loud...

2AM..
I'm sitting down and blogging..
I'm so tired..
I'm really tired...

A month

Yea...
Been a month never update my blog...
I'm sorry, readers out there...
Ever since Facebook became so freaking famous..
And i'm used to it whenever i open my browser, first thing to do is Facebook..

Hmmmm...
Wanted to edit my violin picture but i'm so lazy and don't know how to..
I'm suck in Adobe stuff ...
Recently did nothing much...
Slacked around...

What else?
Worked everyday..
Yamcha every night...
Has been to KTV 2 times a month..
Running out of cash now...

Holy..I need to buy my freaking;
Diabolo fiber stick..
Pay my violin fees..
Aim-ing for better violin bow..
Aim-ing for better violin shoulder rest..

I'm gonna use RM500 for all these shits..
And got no chance to go college..
Envy those geeks out there..
Every month get freaking allowance for nothing...
And i worked hard for my freaking crap stuff..

Life's a bitch..!!
So unfair..
I'm born-ed in this kind of family..
I need more $$$
So that i can study..!!!